Im making this post on my phone in the dark. I drifted off while reading and shortly after woke up with one of my lovely night time panic attacks. I need the distraction as well as the participation points so here I am. It's difficult to come up with something to talk about whIle I squirm around in discomfort,  sweat dampening my sheets and the rapid, forceful contractions of my heart demanding my attention. The more I get my bearings the better I feel but at the same time I am also feeling more alert and awake. Which isn't so great. It's a cool night with crickets chirping at a pleasant distance. I would very much like to drift off to sleep again. I would also very much like a drink of water. Now I go off in search of both water and sleep