Tired Kayla is Tired

I fell asleep last night without blogging, so I can't decide whether to post twice today. or just skip it and say oh well. I guess I'll make that choice as I settle down this evening. I have been on fire doing homework today. I want to say its because I am so motivated, but the only thing I am motivated by is the lack of time I have to complete it. I picked up a book to read for recreation and when the house is quiet and my son is asleep I have started replacing homework time with reading time. Bad Kayla. There are so many things I want to give my time to but never can. I love to crochet and have had plans to make another blanket for... oh I dont know... about a year now- but since my son became mobile it takes a miracle for me to get even bare minimum requirements done. Being a single mom doesn't leave a lot of leisure time. It's really frustrating because his dad only sees him an hour a week and he wants to act like he is over his head busy all the time. Scoff. Boy you don't know what busy is. Anyway. I have spent so much time today hunched over my computer I feel like some sort of horrible gremlin. When I get up to chase my son around I feel like I have been riding in a car all day from being stove up at my desk. I don't envy anyone that has to sit staring at a screen all day. It's not natural. My goal is to commit this entire day to my homework load so that when the weekend rolls around all I have to do is things I want to do. Last weekend was a homework nightmare. I have big tests and lab practicals next week and already need to spend a chunk of saturday at open lab so I really don't want to be fooling with anything else.